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I don't like having conflicts with people. I could definitely say I fear conflict, in most cases. That kinda stems from my social anxiety disorder. Altho I do enjoy a nice debate or 2. LoL. God, I'm so old. But if the person I'm disagreeing with is someone who's more than an aquaintence but not quite a friend I kinda just try 2 ignore it cuz I'm very opinionated & believe very, very strongly in my opinions so I get pretty passionate (= bitchy) & I don't really know how 2 do that with some1 who's in between those stages. I say this cuz this is kinda happening 2 me right now with some1 & it's making me really uncomfortable. When she sez stuff that pisses me off I wanna go on & on but I guess by now I've learned that u can't change some people's minds no matter how bad u want 2 or how hard u try. So I just ignore it. I wish she'd do the same.

I REALLY wish people would stop critisizing Obama. These people piss me off soooooooooo fucking much ok ummm I could go on 4ever & get really mad right now but I'm gna stop myself.

See what I was talking about? I can't believe I'm turning in2 my dad, in this sense. Whenever he would start about politics when we were younger we'd all be like oh great there he goes again but now I join in (well, it's pretty impossible 2 interrupt him, actually) or I do it myself. U always say u'll never be ur parents & then 1 day u turn around & realize u r. But at least I have 2 wonderful people 2 turn in2. Whether they love 2 rant & rave about politics or sing extremely annoyingly in the morning......