I had my 2nd appt with Elizabeth 2day. I felt more comfortable and she looked me in the eyes less. She said I'm a "hard case" LoL. I agree. I told her that I wanna help people and she said I need to help myself first. Which I knew. But it's so much easier to fix other people than urself. I'm really hoping she can help me figure out why I don't wanna go to school/work so much. Cuz I really don't know. I mean, part of it is the social anxiety but I don't even think that's most of it. I really really really don't know why. I just like staying home....? My next appt is April 9th.
I registered for Fall 2day. I wanted Abnormal Child Psych but it was filled so I hadta get Health Psych instead but I'm hoping Ab will open again b4 it starts. I have all my classes on MWF & I have no idea if that's gna help me miss less but I'm really hoping it will. Still haven't found an apt of course. And that problem I talked about in my last post got slightly worse & I have a LOT of anger inside from it. Anger turns in2 depression, which is just what I need.
I just wanna stay home all day every day & play The Sims & eat Kashi frozen pizzas. Is that too much to ask?
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