I'm so fucking sick of all this family drama & my mom being "on my side" 1 day & then changing her mind the next. If I thought the fucking world revolved around me I WOULDN'T EVEN FUCKING BOTHER TRYING. How many goddamn times do I hafta say it??? Oh about a billion cuz she can't remember shit. Yeah, I take things harder becuz of my APD but I still feel like I'm being blamed & attacked. And if I wanna say FUCK becuz I'm FUCKING PISSED, I'm going to. Why the FUCK am I here??? Life fucking sux & I wish I would just have the balls to kill myself already.
Oh, I didn't say something exactly the right way that u want me 2??? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! Everything I do is wrong, nothing is ever good enough, all I ever do is fuck up everything. Oh u got an 89 on ur Spanish test? Why wasn't it at least a 90? I'm fucking perfect so why aren't u??
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